maybe it's just a crush...

2010-07-12T20:34:00.002+08:00

even she knew it way b4 me?

WHY?WHY?WHY?

i reali dnt undastnd why she has to know abt it wen *they dnt!
i'm the main party involved!!!
why hide it frm me?
why lie to me?
time & time u lied.
jus wad do i mean in ur world?
i ve been thr for u,u know tat.
then why me?
u were my bestfren.
more like a sista.
why?
doesnt it hurt u to c me lyk tis?
everyone cn tell tat i m nt ok.
why?
it hurts so bad do u know tat?
u were so dear..
i wld ve given u my life if u wld ve asked.
but why torture me lyk tis?
one bomb afta anotha.
who is she to know??

gosh!
i'm badly wounded.

2010-07-06T20:51:00.005+08:00

disappointed wit the way things are.

i dnt no if i'm to b blamed.

but all i knw ryt nw is tat i'm nt ok..

i cnt eat,slp or live like normal anymre.
it hurts me..

even at tis point u re shielding her n justifying ur act.

y mke things difficult for me?

y mke it seem like it's my bloody fault wen u r the cause of tis big f***ing mess!

WHY DID I EVEN GOT TO KNW A PERSON LIKE YOU?!

I MISS THOSE DAYS.

2010-06-30T20:19:00.002+08:00

a super long time have passed!

well i've been busy!

n my comp was jus rescued frm coma so i'm backk!

i'm vexed enuf ok?get it clear!

it aint easy ok?but i'm coping wit it..

if thr is smth uu btr tell it to me urself..

n dnt uu wry i wnt hinder in it..

i'll b far.

but things re gna get awkward.

jus do me a favour,dnt uu cm tellin me anythink cos i dnt wna knw..

it's gna hurt me big time.

i'm over but i'm human too.

so mentally prepare me for the worse battle beforehand than springin up a heart attack for me.

dnt get me wrng.

tis is jus a humble request.

2009-11-15T00:51:00.003+08:00

HEYS!!
ok,firstly i apologise for not updating..
but it ain't my fault.
my comp's in a coma.
so ya..
i'm currently at my aunt's place..
jus caught a movie nn now blogging!
wheeee!
basically life hasn't been good.
hopefully prom would enlighten it..
4 more days to prom..
super fast ah..
cant wait but nervous as well..
oh ya..
heading to Malaysia soon..
so i may be uploading pics if my comp is given CPR or life support machine!
well tats abt it i guess..
tooodles till the next time..
:)

2009-09-20T23:05:00.012+08:00

lathaka's hse nn hari raya after aunt's hse!

2009-09-18T17:21:00.003+08:00

love is always bestowed as a gift--freely,willingly, and without expectation.we dont love to be loved;we love to love.

i'm off to lathaka's hse for the weekends nn then to dearest aunt's hse on raya!

cant wait!

aunty dnt forget to save some rendang nn ayam masak merah for me:D

2009-09-13T21:23:00.002+08:00

i hope it's true.

pls make it come true.

&& thats all i ask for.

stop bugging me!

2009-09-12T12:19:00.002+08:00

who is she?

i dont wna know,i'm afraid the truth will hurt..
but i wna know,i'm curious..
jus dont break my heart at this point of time..
my n lvls are weeks away..
i need my L1R4 real badly..
dont reveal any truth at least until 12th october..
pls,i'm begging uu..
it's not a good time now..
hais.

i keep procrastinating.
tats bad.
real bad.
but today i'm gna start doing my chem notes!
it's abt time.
with exactly 23 days to maths,i've got to do smth.
i think i may b back for night studies.
or out studying.
hais.
23 days for me to study for maths,chem/bio,history nn poa!
cn i do it??
anusha if uu stop procrastinating then uu cn!
so stop it nn start!
as uu cn see readers i dont think i'll b blogging till my exams re over.
will b blogging on hari raya thou..
will b going to aunt's hse nn noori's..
ok then i'm off to watch vel nn start my chem at 4pm.

2009-09-09T14:06:00.006+08:00

english paper was manageable!

easier than prelims!

woohoo!

in 3 weeks time i'll b sitting for my last few impt papers!

wheeee!

I CANT WAIT TO REGAIN MY FREEDOM!:)

2009-09-08T19:19:00.002+08:00

SS was BULLSHIT.

i want a fairy godmother now!!!
grant me 3 wishes;it's all tat i need..

"i wish to b promoted to sec 5!"

"i wish to capture his heart!"

"i wish to b with my loved ones forever nn ever until the clock stricks 13!"

2009-09-07T14:29:00.002+08:00

I MISS YAN! :)

&& DINESH, UU ARE REALLY A SATAN! :)

anyway today's Tamil paper 1 was manageable nn paper 2 was difficult!
hais.
couldnt even concentrate!
all thx to tat stupid flu!
every now nn then also sneeze!
hais.
anyways tmr is Tamil LC..
not gonna pin high hopes on tat thou..
nn will b having SS in the afternoon..
Deterence nn Diplomacy better come out or else..
DIE!

2009-09-05T21:00:00.003+08:00

cant wait for monday!

tamil papers here i come!

2009-09-04T23:44:00.003+08:00

i get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because i know, even if its just for a second, that i've crossed your mind..

2009-09-03T21:17:00.003+08:00

i have a strong feeling tat uu're avoiding me..

but i've really got no idea yy uu're doin this..

anyway if uu really are a reader of my blog,well this is my diary so jus shut up nn read..

it's personal..

nn if my blog is the reason yy uu're avoiding me,then uu're dumb.

sooner or later the truth will definitely surface..

nn ya

TAG ME!~

2009-09-02T17:25:00.002+08:00

you've caught my attention but left me unattended to..

2009-09-01T23:23:00.001+08:00

can uu stop passing my number around.

nn i'm not interested in any of uu except for dinesh!

2009-08-31T17:30:00.003+08:00

hey bitch!

i'm telling uu la..

just shut the f*** up la!

go mind ur bloody own business!

dnt bitch abt my mom..

cos uu re afterall jus a pile of stinking shit uu bitch!

uu think tat my dad cant bring me nn my sis up properli ah?

more like uu cnt even bb a good grandmother la!

have uu, urself been a good mother ant?

no ryt..

then jus f*** it la.

uu think tat i nn my sis am ill mannered..

shut up nn look at tat fatso's kids..

oops to bb nicer ur daughter's kids tat is..

wen tat stupid 7 yr old kid cn use the bloody four letter word..

tat one nt wrong ah?

f*** it la uu biased bitch!

uu keep lookin down on my dad who is also ur son..

are uu lifeless or jus tired of living?

call me a dog?

f*** uu la!

look into the mirror nn see who's a dog!

uu dnt even deserve the respect a dog deserve la..

uu low-life creature!

the day uu leave this world will bb the day i will laugh till i drop la!

so wad if uu're old?

so wad if uu're my grandmother?

wad f***ing ryts do uu have to scold my mother?

first things first..

learn hw to behave like a respectable old woman then uu tok la!

I'VE NVR LIKED UU,UU BITCH!

2009-08-29T15:30:00.004+08:00

i'm meeting dinesh tmr!!!

OMG!

2009-08-28T23:22:00.003+08:00

omg!omg!omg!

was i dreaming wen uu smiled at me..

cos uu smiled,i'm falling deeper in love now..

everything happened so fast..

the way uu looked at me was disturbing..

those eyes of urs beaming wit sparks..

i admit,i was smitten by them..

but tat smile of urs was the biggest mistake..

uu made my heart freeze for a moment..

as if i wanted to admire tat smile of urs for a little longer..

uu've jus got me hooked onto uu..

DINESH I'M HEAD OVER HEELS IN LOVE WIT UU NOW NN TATS FOR SURE!

2009-08-27T23:10:00.006+08:00

heys!

today was a wonderful day!

went to watch the proposal wit angela darls!

the movie was super funny nn enjoyable!

worth the money!:)

lols!

well tmr angela nn i will b heading to tekka!

cant wait for sunday to come!!

DINESH'S BDAY!

his bday but i'm excited!

well its a secret ; only my besties will understand yy..

lols!:D

it's damn late ready..

healthcare is so not my thing..

wad am i gna do?

i think i'm gna fail the test la..

i cnt seem to memorise la!

i prefer memorising in point form la..

essays re jus too lenghty for me la..

anyway who cares!

well i've got exactly 1 week to prepare for my upcoming eng,tamil nn ss papers!

thr's no turning back this time..

so gotta mug real hard!

well it's getting late so good nyts!

2009-08-26T21:27:00.003+08:00

uu swept me off the ground with those two glances of urs..

2009-08-25T23:16:00.006+08:00

&& DEAREST GOWRI!

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY!

finally 16!

we cn all catch a NC 16 movie together now..

well i wna thank uu wit all my heart..

for being thr for me wen i needed sm1..

to hear me out,advise me nn cheer me on..

although all uu said were "i understand,i understand"

those two words meant alot to me wen i was down nn out..

thanks alot dearest for everything uu have done for me..

uu are very much appreciated..

nn ya uu are pretty,HOTSTUFF!;)

well i've got my eyes on uu!;)

lols!

i'm crying inside nn my heart's bleeding..

but who cares,life still goes on..

and ya syafiqah, we'll build tat bridge together to get over nn done wit my heart pain..

thx:)

2009-08-24T21:54:00.000+08:00

why do uu have to tell me such things.

2009-08-24T21:03:00.006+08:00

miserable.

is this the price i have to pay?

i wna drown my sorrows tonight.

&& I MISS YOU.

2009-08-23T12:08:00.003+08:00

jus finshed my first tuition session!

finally..

well she's a genius && tats for sure!

4A* for PSLE

and she graduted from NUS!

but of cos she's a freak..

an eccentric to b exact..

she was dressed like a typical china woman..

wit her ugly sling bag hanged arnd her neck..

which contain gold bars, i guess..

she jus had to bring it wit her, even wen she used the toilet..

centre parting was her hairstyle..

wad a nerd she was..

her hair was filled wit loads of dandruff!

eww!

and ya tats abt MS. Esther who is unmarried nn mayb in her late 30s..

lols!

ok, i'm mean.

well i may b slacking wit angela ltr on..

not sure thou..

tmr will b getting bak our eng results..

cant wait!

ok, i'm bored..

wna go play game so will update tmr..

byes!

2009-08-22T22:20:00.005+08:00

omg.omg.omg.omg.omg.omg.

life's perfect moments.

DINESH

2009-08-21T20:43:00.005+08:00

omg.omg.omg.omg.omg.omg.

for the past two nyts, things have been gng my way!

chatted wit DINESH!!

wakaka!

well of cos i drooled,screamed nn laughed!

lols!

plus seeing him smile from the lift was an energy boost for me!

so wit soo much energy kicking within me, how was i able to slp?

hence it resulted into sleepless nyts!

so ya finally its friday..

cn slp till late2..

no morning calls!

cnt wait for tmr thou!!

gng out!

finally, after a long tym..

hahahas!

:DDD

so see ya guys tmr!

nyts darlinks!:)

2009-08-19T20:35:00.003+08:00

as i walked thru tat valley..

many things were rushing thru my head..

i jus couldnt answer them..

although i know..

they knew wad was gng thru my head..

i jus couldnt bring myself to speak the truth..

it hurts..

thinking of the times we shared..

those things uu said..

those touches we shared..

well those were the memories..

unforgettable memories..

2009-08-18T21:31:00.005+08:00

heys!

take me away to tasmania baby!

i so wna go to tasmania!!

wheeee!

it's like the perfect holiday destination la!

it has the perfect ambience nn sceneries!

lols!

ok ok !

moving on now..

well today was the last day of prelims..

biology was difficult!

was literally staring at the paper..

hais.

anyway who cares!

so ya..

finally life seems a little more relaxed after prelims..

but it's temporary only..

N lvl's coming soon..

so ya..

cnt wait for tmr!

getting back results for history nn ss..

cnt wait to know my ss marks..

i'm not at all keen in knowing my history result..

it was a flop.

hopefully ms mages returns us our tamil paper also..

cnt wait to hear her comments!

heard tat we did well..

so ya..

well tats abt it for now..

will update tmr..

have an early nyt ppl!:)

nyts!

GOOD LUCK!!!

(refering to our results)

2009-08-17T20:48:00.004+08:00

heys!
finally am left wit the one nn only biology paper tmr..

cnt wait to finish in up!

wheeeee!!

then cn partyy for awhile la..

gna start revising for N lvl tis weekend onwards..

hais.

sacrifice anusha,tats the way to succeed!

ok enuf crap..
gna catch another movie tis week wit angela!!

cnt wait!

wednesday come faster!!

i wna know my tamil nn maths results badly!!

wheeeeee!

k la..

tats abt it..

nyts!:)

2009-08-16T18:12:00.003+08:00

"I would give up everything for one moment with you;for one moment is better than a lifetime of not knowing you.."

2009-08-15T16:05:00.002+08:00

heys!!

wah!

orphan was really a good movie!

worth the money i would say!

an interesting yet funny triller..

lols!

finally accomplished my dream of watching a NC16 movie!

lols!

ok so yest was definitely a wonderful day..

slacked wit syafiqah nn gowri till 3 plus..

ritika left earlier at 11..

then after slacking,went home wit tofu!

slept till 5.45 then mum woke me up..

lathaka came over..

then watched the nanny then korean drama..

then went off to shower nn get ready to leave for the movie..

while tofu,mum nn lathaka went to the doc..

then off i went at 8.40!

well i'm rotting at the moment!

so will get back to uu tmr!

aite's..

i'm off to watch another movie..

2009-08-13T20:17:00.004+08:00

heys!

ok i regret..

hais.

i didn't really study for history today so obviously it was a flop!

and maths paper 1 wasn't tat bad..

paper 2's tmr so i'm jus gna do my best..

ok in overall my day was pretty fine la..

cnt wait for tmr thou..

gna catch a nyt show wit angela!

ORPHAN!

purposely gng at nyt..

so gt chances of seeing dinesh on the way back..

nn since it's a horror movie at nyt wld b the best tym to watch it..

wakaka!

well tats abt it then..

this is for dinesh..

i think about uu,day after day,

sometimes, i even plan how i will react when i see uu.

uu have no idea, not at all a clue..

jus how much uu mean to me.

i remember the time, the date,

i had no idea how i was gna react.

all i remembered was how i got lost in urs eyes..

i must have made a million sights.

sometimes, i hope we could b together..

jus uu nn me.

at times i dream of serving uu as ur wife..

i love uu now nn always.

i'm gng to bed now,please b in my dreams tonight..

because in reality uu dnt know how much this means to me.

i will nvr forget uu not now or ever..

i know that we'll b together someday..

yashy uu worry me :(

2009-08-12T20:52:00.009+08:00

modified by gowri

heys!

ok today's mt paper 2 was easy!

lols!

i mean wen compared to all those practice papers it was way much easier!

so ya..

but poa paper 2 was atrocious!

lols!

more like i didnt study..

well so why tok abt it..

hais.

so today after my papers wen to study wit gowri nn ritika..

but on the way b4 meeting saw danish nn shod!

so this is for danish!

i did not go hm immediately after school!

nn ya i'm nt fcuking good ok!

lols!

and uu ah..

laugh,laugh nn laugh only!

:DD

moving on nw..

so went to meet gowri nn ritika..

then we headed to BK to eat..

DELICIOUS!:P

then we headed to study near olivia's hse thr la..

ritika taught me while gowri video-ed us!

irritating soul la tat ass.

she took afew photos also..

will upload them another time thou..

then we played some lame yet cool love games..

like flames nn stuff la..

hehe!

DINESH!

got prove!

look at the photo nn uu'll understand..

hais.

dno whether to b happy or troubled..

lols!

anyway it's nt a good time for me to b bothering abt him..

lols!

so ya..

tmr i'll b seating for my maths paper 1 nn history!

wheee!

cnt wait for tuesday!

prelims will b over!

lols!

then n lvls will b coming!

cnt wait to work after n lvl!

got loads to buy!

wakaka!

k then i shall end here..

nyts!

yashy gal..

the only thing tat i cn tell uu ryt nw..

is jus to b careful..

we know *** very well..

in fact uu know *** better than me..

***'s jus good for brainwashing jus like hitler..

so "charismatic"..

***'s also good for twisting nn turning tales..

so dnt ever b taken in by ***!

our n lvl's also approaching..

seriously this isnt a good timing..

uu know uu're afraid of beind fooled by his lame old dramatic promises,

so pls pls ignore *** at the moment!
tat's all i cn advise uu to do as a fren..
so pls come to a good decision nn act according to it :)

2009-08-11T17:16:00.005+08:00

uu're the reason yy; my heart skips a beat..
uu're the reason yy; i cnt control my emotions..

uu're the reason yy; i cnt eat prop..

uu're the reason yy; i toss in bed everynyt..

uu're the reason yy; i cry myself to slp..

uu're the reason yy; i peep outta my window..

uu're the reason yy; i smile unknowingly..

uu're the reason yy; i wna succeed..

and uu're the reason; yy i'm blogging now..

wakaka!
kk..
anyways ppl i'm sry for not updating yest..
was doing some maths..
and practically watching movies after movies!
lols!
damn fun!
mom nn dad have finally agreed to let me study in a private sch if i fail maths..
hais.
*prays hard tat i wld pass
i'll work hard la..
but tats jus a back-up plan la..
lols!
so ya..
today had eng paper 1 nn 2..
it was ok la..
manageable but confusing la..
finally it's over..
tmr got mt paper 2 nn poa paper 2!
cnt wait to complete my 30 marks qns!:D
wakaka!
v.lazy to study la..
so gna jus study for tat qns la..
lols!
feeling a sudden rush of hormones!
lols!
all thx to DINESH la!
irritating soul la he.
excited;looking forward to seeing him!
:DD
wakaka!
k la..
i gtg memorise the format for trading,profit nn loss a/c nn balance sheet!
lols!
good luck for tmr's mt nn poa paper 2 guys!
byesss~

2009-08-09T23:20:00.004+08:00

heys!

í'm sorry for nt updating yest..

i was busy watching movies after movies!

lols!

well today was jus lyk any other day except tat it is singapore's b'day..

so,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

yeah!

tmr holiday!

eitherway i'm gna use it to study!

cos i have practically wasted two days lazing arnd

lols!

so ya..

well had a quarrel wit my parents..

it wasnt my fault at all la!

wad ridiculous ppl they are!

it's jus navy..

wad's wrong wit it anyway?

kk..

moving on now..

here comes the interesting part..

i saw DINESH while crying over the phone to gowri!

hais.

so i quickly wiped my tears la..

act as if nth happened..

lols!

wah!

tat dumbass ah..

cnt show any signs of interest ah?

uu always walk like i nvr exist!

irritating la!

but cn take photo wit ur cousins all so closely!

WTH la!

wen ur frens all cn smile nn tok to me..

why cnt uu react weneva uu see me?

hais.

sad la..

eitherway i met josh nn angela just nw after dinesh zoomed off wit his fren..

josh was literally laughing at the way i react wweneva we toked abt dinesh..

so mean!

lols!

he was also giving me suggestions on hw i cn tok to dinesh la..

unfortunately they were all impossible to carry out..

hais.

well thr's one thou..

but tat one really depends on fate..

so hopefully god permits to it la..

lols!

cnt wait for sch on tuesday!

tandoori chick here i come!:)

lols!

aites

i'm off to dreamland nw..

*hopes to dream abt DINESH!;)

nyts ppl!

dinesh!dinesh!dinesh!

2009-08-07T23:27:00.005+08:00

heys!

ouh god!

alot of things had happened today!

dno whr to start frm also..

lol!

ok ok..

today went to sch for national day celebration!

damn DUMB!

so STUPID!

waste of time only!

went to celebrate national day but upper sec cnt watch concert!

like WTH!

then take video also dno hw to take every class is it?

DUMB!

ok..

eitherway we were dismissed at 10am..

then went to slack at BK...

cldnt resist temptations so gowri nn i went hm!

to eat!!:P

so came home,ate then i switched on the comp la..

wad else?

facebook nn msn la!

lols!

unexpectedly hafiy chatted wit me!

lols!

anyway i'm happy about it in a way!

i'm nt forgotten!

nn in a way i'm sad:(

i miss yan..

hais.

nn ryan..

hais.

all i want is for both of uu to b happy no matter wads..

ok moving on..

then i went to meet angela!

guess wads?!

i saw DINESH!!!

i saw him!

i finally did!

ouh god!

i swear my heart was racing!

i nvr felt tis happy b4,i swear!

lols!

everything felt soo ryt at tat point of tym!:)

wakaka!

i secretly took photos of his bike!

nt planning to upload it thou..

hahas!

i know i stalk!

hahas!

eitherway angela i'm sorry dear for scaring uu!

but i was hell, EXCITED!:)

it's been 1 mth ok!

lols!

i know uu understand hw i feel!

lols!

and so ya this was wad happened!

it's getting late already!

so good nyts ppl!

slp tight nn dream WILD!:)

2009-08-06T20:57:00.006+08:00

today i was extremely bored!

but was entertained by someone!

thx!:)

i tot uu were diff but uu seem nice!

so unexpected but its a fact!

lols!

and ya good luck!;)

anyways ya..

i still miss dinesh..

and i think i'm gng crazy!

hais.

wat am i to do?

i like uu,real lot but uu being a stranger to me..

will nvr understand it!

at least come online la..

tat also uu cnt do is it?

do uu know how much it hurts me?

hais..

i'm thinking of giving up ready..

i cnt control my feelings towards uu..

i have a feeling tat i might blurt it out to uu someday..

hais.

uu will nvr understand how miserable i feel..

not being able to tell uu how much uu mean to me..

hais.

somebody help me!

i swear i'm confused!

hais.

miserable.

2009-08-05T20:24:00.006+08:00

heys!

finally met angela..

slacked wit her till 6plus..
i'm shocked,sad nn devastated by wat i heard..
he's an ungrateful jerk,
i would say.
a lifeless one tat is..
how could he have done tat..
tat heartless creature..
he knew nuts about love..
he was selfish..
he should have told her..
instead he made her wait for him aimlessly..
he gave her hope..
a false one tat is..
and in the end he left her for another..
wat a jerk he was.
hais.
darls we may not be close but all i pray for is for you to get over him soon..
anyways life goes on so..
whr was i..
ouh ya..
angela and i were basically crapping!
then i realised how much i miss DINESH!
hais.
it's gna be exactly 1 month since i last saw his shadow..
dno wat he's been up to..
he havent been gng to camp and tats for sure..
not coming online also..
i'm worried..
hais.
wat to do..
if it's not meant to be then it will nvr be..
hehe!
but i peeked at his summon slip on his red,hot bike!
wheee!
wont be gng sch tmr..
decided to stay at home nn slp jus like syafiqah,ritika nn gowri!
lols!
afterall no maths lesson tmr..
hais.
nxt week already prelims..
yet they still had to replace our maths lesson wit some dumb workshop..
is it even gna help us?!
dumb!
motivate?
more like a waste of time to me..
hais.
anyways nazirah has been coming to sch for the past 2 days,
including today..
but i havent got a chance to tok to her yet..
finally i've seen her!
missed her loads man!
anyways i've to attend sch on friday since i'm nt gng tmr..
so ya..
i'll be in RED!
lols!
tats about it for now..
nyts!:)

i wrote ur name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away..
i wrote ur name in the sand.
but the waves washed it away..
finally i wrote ur name in my heart,
and forever it will stay..
dinesh..

I'm back!!!!

2009-08-04T17:50:00.009+08:00

heys!

finally fixed my blog!

stupid blogger!

so problematic!

anyways EDDY,FIRDI,RITIKA and GOWRI listen up..

I'M BACK!:)

lols!

internet had some complications tat was why i went missing for a long long tym..

anyways i'm back now so why bother..

alot of things had happened..

like of course!

had been slacking and going out wit the clique!

school's no longer a pain when i'm wit them..

love them loads!:)

kk moving on..

today was the first day of prelims!!!

nah..

i'm still stress-free!:)

only hand very pain after all tat writing for ss..

ss was manageble..

mt p1 was ok la..

but had trouble translating,as usual!

hais.

but who cares!

it's over!!

yeah!

tmr still got school..

sian.

no choice la..

must wake up nn drag my feet to school..

got 3 periods of tamil..

hais.

hate tamil!

somemore got chem aep la..

hais.

friday not gna go to school..

gna attend unity pri's open house wit syafiqah,gowri nn ritika!

yeah!

cant wait!!:)

k la tat's all for today ppl..

study hard!:)

*cant wait for tuesday!(heading over to ritika's house for lunch)

yum! yum!

2009-03-10T21:39:00.009+08:00

heys!

it's been awhile..

yea!

since i blogged..

k..

these few days have been having loads of fun in school!

crapping!

this week is definitely a slacky week for 42 students!

all cant wait for 18 march!

chalet here we come!

cant wait for our class tee somemore!

this year seems like a vey enthusiastic year loads of fun and hardwork, of cos..

lols!

suddenly i miss ANBU,ANGELA,AMARAN,GURU,YNAES and JOSH!!

hais.

guys lets print our jersey asap k!

life has definitely taken a twist this year!

life in class is becoming memorable and fun!

things wit syafiqah,yash and putri are way better now..

thankfully!:)

meeting the gombak gang was definitely not a mistake!

seriously this year is definitely a year worth my time and effort!:)

love you guys(42 and gombak clique) all!

tmr got photo taking!

lols!

kinda nervous..

cos must take in grps..

praying hard that i wont be left out!:(

(crosses fingers)

cant wait though!

hehe!

k la..

i wanna go watch tv ready so..

NITES!:)

SLP TIGHT

DREAM WILD!

;)winks*

2009-03-07T18:04:00.000+08:00

take me away from all my troubles;dinesh..

ouh pls..

2009-03-04T22:24:00.001+08:00

heys!
today was super fantastic!
except for the part when i knew my three darlinks were sick..
hais..
ANBU,AMARAN & ANGELA darlinks get well soon k!
slacking on friday!:)
cant wait..
staring from the earliest point of my day,in the morning on the way to school..
at arnd 6.50 to 7 am if i'm not wrong i was waliking towards dinesh blk to meet dad at mobil..
the lift was coming down from 12 so i was like 'could it be dinesh??'
then i went like 'cannot be la..so lucky meh?'
sudddenly as i walked towards the letter box area towards the long benches(dono wads that called)..
at first i saw a black helmet la..
then was like thinking that it looked very familiar la..
suddenly as i walked towards whr the helmet was...
i saw DINESH!
omg!
he was in black and luckily facing the other side..
i swear at that point of time i could hardly walked..
but no choice had to force my steps..
wah..
then ah..
i walked and i walked thinking about dinesh la..
when i was heading towards blk 113 then unfortunately i hit my head onto the dumb wall..
dono whr it came from also but OUCH! it hurt la!
lols!
very embarrassing sia..
hopefully dinesh nvr see anything la..
omg!omg!omg!
then headed to school..
had loads of fun..
and ya DANISH THEY ARE NOT MY SISTERS!
hehe!
now blogging..
going off to slp soon..
nites'

2009-03-02T23:16:00.002+08:00

i wonder if i belong..

with uu guys i sure feel happy..

but i'm not sure if uu guys feel the same way about me..

i love uu guys like my own..

but mayb i'm just too paranoid..

in fact it's getting over my head..

irritated is that feeling..

uu guys say that i belong and i know its true..

i hope..

cos i love uu guys..

and wanna belong..

love uu guys loads!

uu tell me..

do i belong to gombak with them whr my heart longs for??

i pray i do..

GOMBAK SLACKERS!:)

2009-03-02T22:39:00.002+08:00

heys!

finally got time to update..

practically i've been busy wit school..

thank god the test period is over!

cant wait for class chalet!

ok..

friday went to queensway shopping centre wit my darls..

bought a JANSPORT bag..

like FINALLY!

lols!

then went to slack wit Guru and Anbu annae!

wah!

Anbu annae drank and ended up drunk!

lols!

when he drunk ah..

damn cute la!

like small boy la!

lols!

sliding down the slide..

hahas!

then at nyt at 12 when for arfiq's 21st bdae!

saw DINESH thr..

omg.omg.omg.omg.

lols!

then on saturday went to queensway again..

this time followed Josh and darls Angela buy shoe..

then headed to sentosa despite the heavy rain!

met Guru annae and Ynaes thr..

suddenly they say they wanna leave cos annae's leg pain..

so left me,Josh and darls..

ltr on left palawan beach went to vivo and joined Anbu and Amaran annae..

took a bus to bukit batok again!

lols!

everyone drank except me!

good girl wads..

lols!

Amaran annae drank guiness until he wanna vomit blood like tat..

lols!

Anbu annae drank until he was drunk..

then i and Anbu annae went walking..

actually he wanted to play the swing but unfortunately got his frens nearby..

so we jus walked..

then after Josh and Angela came back we went walking wit Anbu annae again..

he seriously played the swing this time!

cute la he!

he pushed me and Angela somemore..

damn sweet la..

he really very nice la..

thx alots!

GURU,ANBU,AMARAN,JOSH-annae

ANGELA DARLS-scandal

LOVE YOU GUYS like CRAZY!

finally moving on to today..

it was a fun day at school!

unfortunately i dont think i can make it to school tmr..

hais.

HELL LOADS OF FUN BABY!

2009-02-23T20:06:00.006+08:00

WARNING!

LONG POST

hi!

finally got the time to update!

lols!

shall post about all the fun times spent the entire week..

SATURDAY:

went to melvin's house to celebrate his birthday!

he's 16 now!

lols!

had fun catching up wit july..

GQ was making fun of me as usual..

learnt to play mahjong..

although i'm still lost..

lols!

then finally left at 11.30pm..

thx ah ma!

SUNDAY:

went to meet syifa and farishia to study..

met up at jurong east library!

crapped,camwhored and studied!

lols!

had fun!

yea!

then i cabbed down to bukit batok..

met guru,anbu,ynaes and darl's angela!

slacked till about 11 plus..

then left for home..

MONDAY -TUESDAY:

were normal days!

lols!

WEDNESDAY:

after aep..

putri,me,yash,farishia and syafiqah planned to meet up to study!

so at 8 we met at limbang MaC!

crapped while waiting for the late comer..

lols!

azlin was wit us also...

then when yash came putri and azlin went to buy a meal and an ice cream..

suddenly when azlin was about to pick up the ice cream from the table,

it fell into CHILLI SAUCE!

delicious!

lols!

then went to change the ice cream..

then we studied till 10pm..

then i took the mrt down to gombak..

met josh,guru and darl's angela!

crapped till about 11..

then josh left..

while angela was walking him to the mrt station..

guru was like advicing me..

i agree with you annae!thx alot!

i love you loads!:)

then we slacked till about 11.30..

then i and angela left.

TODAY:

had maths test..

no comments..

i'm disappointed thou..

i think sure fail...

so dont really bother..

hais.

today no aep..

so went to play soccer!

had loads of fun wit yash,olivia,small shit,farishia,putri,syafiqah and afifah!

thx guys!:)

now currently limping..

thx to my ankle!

lols!

cant wait for sat!

sentosa here i come...

wheee!!!

PASIR RIS BEACH-FUN!!!

2009-02-20T23:20:00.002+08:00

heys!

omg!

today was a super fun and bad day!

i so agree with the phrase

"all good things come to an end"

lols!

went home after school..

didnt go for aep!

lols!

went to pasir ris beach with guru,anbu,laptop,ynaes and angela!!

had loads of fun la!omg..

for a guy like anbu i swear i was shocked!

lols!

crapped like crazy and played games!

but before that suddenly got a call from the aep teacher..

she talk and talk and talk!!(ms chua's tone)

lols!

then dad called..

he was angry with me bcos the teacher talked to him in a harsh tone..

so he told me to come home early and we'll talk..

lols!

i was like tensed la..

but who cares!

still went to the beach and enjoyed!

will upload the photos soon..

sad no guru,anbu and laptop's photo!

hais!:(

k ah..

am tired nw..

gonna have conference talk with my business associates ltr..

so aites'

dream wild!;)

2009-02-19T22:15:00.003+08:00

hais.

didnt go to school today..

was sick..

had fever..

guess i'm weak..

lols!

so obviously my day was revolving arnd the four walls..

and i'm BROKE!

wakaka:DDD

i miss 4.2 suddenly..

lols!

miss their crap alot!

lols!

cant wait to go back to school tmr!!

currently listening to music!

gotta go slp soon..

so shall end here..

nites!:)

2009-02-18T21:31:00.002+08:00

heys!

k..

seriously my days in school are getting crappily fun!!

wheee!

i love school!!

thx 4.2!

i love each and everyone of you to the max la!

and not forgeting 4.3 as well..

lols!

kk..

moving on..

school today was fun!

crapped as per normal!

hehe!:D

tmr got tamil compre test..

i'm scared..

lols!

i dont wanna fail!

lols!

i forgot to bring back my file so cannot do hw..

gonna get scolded like hell tmr..

cant wait.

lols!

gotta study damn hard..

next week fully booked!

the test week!

lols!

k la..

i'm tired now..

watching hitler videos..

hais.

sad.

nights ppl!:)

it's so monday!

2009-02-16T22:23:00.002+08:00

heys!

practically today was a super-fun-crappy day!

after lessons went to mac with putri elfiena and yashy!

we were crapping our heads off la!

wakaka!

after that at 3.40 went for multimedia..

hais.

sians.

no bing shu wads!

lols!

whenever he's not arnd thr's practically no laughter at all!

no fun!

BING SHU COME FOR MULTIMEDIA!

we need a life!

lols!

during multimedia was crapping with syafiqah and yashy la..

was also teaching yashy how to blog and edit and blah,blah..

then finally left for home at 5.10..

watched tv,ate,watched tv and now finally blogging..

hais.

tmr got school..

tmr is going to be a long day..

gonna go to the science ctr!

wheeee!!:DDD

cant wait!

aites'

gtg slp now..

dream WILD!;)

2009-02-15T22:27:00.003+08:00

heys!
ok..
firstly forget about the previous posts..
so emo..
lols!
secondly i'm over the moon!!!
lols!
i'm back to normal!!:)
all ready to go back to school tmr..
hais.
tmr got multimedia..
sians but ok la.
must teach yashy hw to use blog!
lols!
today did nth in special..
except buying a gift for farishia darls!
and chatting with angela la..
nth else..
practically rotting away..
now blogging and blog hopping!
wheee..
k la..
its already late..
so nights ppl.
dream wild!;)

2009-02-15T00:12:00.003+08:00

happy valentines day to all my loved ones!!!

and congrats meeran!

may uu n ur wife enjoy everlasting marital bliss!:)

yea!

i had fun..

lols.

saw three cute guys only la..

sad.

and ya mr. waiter dont smile too much la..

lols.

crap.

the waiter ah..

keep smiling and smililg la..

i think he got same jaw prob..

lols.

she was quite ok..

i guess..

hais.

stayed thr till 8.30 then left for home..

seriously heart broken..

mayb i should just give up on uu..

didnt see dinesh at all..

losing hope..

hais.

dont wanna drag anymore.

nights!

i hate this world

2009-02-13T21:42:00.002+08:00

she talk bad about uu,my fault meh?

uu tell me ah?

everything my fault..

sometimes i wonder if i belong here..

mayb the fact is i dont..

thats why its suffocating..

i hate uu and this stupid world!

am i such a horrible person?

i didnt mean to break ur heart yest..

i'm sorry..

well i guess grudges do get sandwiched between blood ties..

mayb i'm better off dead.

if only it comes true..

2009-02-13T20:58:00.003+08:00

HEYS!

thx GQ, FABIAN and JUN HONG!

your gestures are much appreciated!:)

cant wait for tmr..

but if its possible i dont want tmr to come..

hais.

date-less!

sad.

hehe!

yay!

got wedding to attend tmr!

cant wait la!

can wash eye!!!

wheee!

ouh dinesh,whr are you??

*prays that her wish comes true*

thats the only thing i can do ryt now..

hais.

dont even know him some more..

hais.

i'm lost.

and ya..

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY FARISHIA!!!

sad day!

2009-02-12T22:10:00.002+08:00

hais..

all i can think of is...

if only..

i wish..

i wonder..

hais...

ouh dinesh..

whr re you??

all i ever ask for is to know you...

as my fren only..

hais..

it aint gonna come true,i know..

hais..

can't wait for valentines day and prom night!! :)

2009-02-11T22:02:00.004+08:00

heys!
for the past few days in school the current topic has been regarding prom night..
all very excited!
personally i, myself am excited la..
cant wait to see yash,gowri and shahirah in dress la!
;)winks
wheee..
kk
leaving prom aside..
today lessons were as per normal..
only thing was they were alittle dry without bing shu la..
no craps and no laughter!
lols!
but still got GQ!
so still not that bad la...
cant wait for valentines day!!!
gonna attend a wedding!!
wheee..
2 more days!!!
k la..
i've gtg..
nites'

2009-02-10T21:27:00.002+08:00

heys!
today was just like any other day..
school and aep..
but after that went to lot 1 ah..
bought new sandals for the wedding..
woohooo!!
simply in love with them!
lols!
thats about it ah..
then went home..
and now watching witch yoo hee AGAIN!!
i love that drama la!
kk..
i gtg now..

embarrassing day ever!

2009-02-09T21:15:00.002+08:00

syafiqah is so adorable!!

lols!
see syafiqah,i so kind..
since you wanted me to post this so badly..
i've posted it specially for you..
hehe!
k la..
moving on now..
today is like the most embarrassing day of my life!
brandon keep calling me honey during the entire day in class..
very very irritating la..
plus useless danish adding oil to the burning lamp..
wah..
super paiseh la..
BRANDON I SO HATE YOU FOR THIS LA!!
lols.
kk..
today got back results..
finally i passed my maths..
by luck la..
hais..
lols.
i'm definitely satisfied for now..
i'm not gonna cry over spilt milk like wad someone did..
lols.
its stupid.
you are already smart so why bother about being the first everytime foe practically everything..
you insane is it??
hais..
kk
enuf of that..
after lessons and aep went for multimedia..
watched movie and crapped with syafiqah..
thx gal!
you made me smile after a long tiring day..
much appreciated..
after that went home..
then went to slack with angela darls' and now blogging..
kk
tmr still got school..
cant wait..
nites!

pissed off!

2009-02-08T16:46:00.004+08:00

heys!
so today went to tekka with mom,dad and angela..
sandhiya had hw so she couldn't tag along..
went to buy the punjabi suit which i had been eyeing for quite some time..
sent for sewing..
skuli i came out of the shop i saw kattai karthik..
OMG!
so unexpected..
obviously we didnt tok..
lols!
then went to eat..
could hardly finish the paper thosai..
then went to walk walk..
saw alot of anjadi..
hais..
not fun..
all the girls all keep staring like we gonna steal their bfs like that..
hais..
sad,sad,SAD!
then finally went home..
tried the punjabi suit..
super disappointed la!
that supid *(fill in the dumb blank)* taylor ah..
ass la..
he sew too tight it looked like its gonna explode like that..
hais..
plus the suit very uncomfortable!
i seriously super disappointed la!
wth!
but i still love the suit le..
hais..
wanna unpick means must pay another 13 bucks again..
hais..
going broke!
i'm sorry angela..
i think i won't be able to join ready la..
i seriously wanna join but..
hais..

i HATE that *(fill in the dumb blank)* taylor!!!!!!

boring day..

2009-02-07T21:23:00.003+08:00

heys!
today is definitely a super boring day for me..
actually supposed to go to tekka and SGH,to visit uncle..
unfortunately mom and dad are super sick..
both of them are currently suffering from a high fever..
hais..
dono how to help them..
plus daddy is fasting so cannot take medi..
hais..
i'm uberly disappointed with mom..
she suddenly wanna stop work..
hais..
sian la..
practically i've been rotting since the minute i woke up..
hais..
if only he was a friend of mine..
hais..
if only..
aites'
i've got nth more to say..
nites!

i miss you three alot!

2009-02-06T22:06:00.005+08:00

heys!
finally after a long,busy week here comes the weekend!!!
lols!
past few days was super busy with chem,maths and social studies test so couldnt blog!
finally today is the day!!!
wheeee!!!
today was definitely a very stressful yet fun day,i would say..
first two lessons of the day itself had test..
then followed by a wake call from mdm asmidah..
it was our fault la..
taking advantage of her kindness...
hais..
but wad to do when you're in the craziest class??
hais..
finally watched BRIDE WARS!
the movie was nice la..
very funny and is definitely something new,i would say..
went wid resh and angela..
had fun crapping..
then we went to slack till 8 plus..
then came back and watched dream catcher..
now blogging la..
very bored and sleepy!
but dont wanna sleep just yet..
wanna catch some animes later..
still got lots of time..
hais..
thinking about valentines day makes me sad and even more sad..
hais..
ouh..dinesh..
hais..
maybe it's just not meant to be..
i jus realised how much i miss putri suddenly..
its hard to forget all the things that she had for me..
i seriously miss her loads..
if only things were to go back to normal..
which seems very impossible thou..
judging from the way syafiqah treats me it seems like i'm unwelcome..
hais..
trying to be strong but it's hard when they've already engraved something deep in your heart..
hais..
k la..
i seriously wish that they'll treat me better..
:)i wish..
nites!

2009-02-04T19:32:00.003+08:00

heys!
hehe!
i'm back..
yest came back late and was super duper tired thats why no post..
today very boring la!
very stressful somemore..
got chem test tmr..
and maths ans ss the day after..
hais..
must start revising this weekend..
*erm..actions speaks louder than words..*
hehe..
i only talk big la..
but when the time comes i wont even touch my books la!
lols!
will try my best!
today was very crappy especially when everyone mistook dinesh(43) for DINESH!
i was so embarrassed la!
either way i'm sorry dinesh(43)!
lols!
today ah..
brandon was super duper hyper la!
irritating me non stop la!
hehe!
but fun la..
the sadest story for today was when syafiqah took my wallet and passed it to putri la..
i seriously didnt want to hold your wallet as hostage syafiqah..
but i had no choice.
i'm sorry!
and ya i didnt see anything in it!
i swear..
hehe!
later night going down to stalk DINESH and chat with angela..
hehe!
the wonder my eye bags getting worser and worser!
hahas!
and ya btw today is FABIAN CHUA'S birthday!
sorry fabian didnt know wad to buy for you..
hope you like it la!
and ya may this day bring you everlasting bliss!
and do well in everything k!
jiayou!
k la..
mayb later i'll update if not means tmr will update la..
wheeee!
nitghts!

Marsiling is the place..

2009-02-02T21:50:00.016+08:00

Heys!
today was any ordinary day..
except that we had CIP hours to complete at Lion's Befrienders Asso..
it was definitely a fun-filled activity especially with the class!!
super crappy!
took many many photos..
will upload when mdm khamilia sends them over..
hehe!
sadly there were times when syafiqah seriously hurt me..
although i didn't say it out but i swear it was sharp and painful..
hais..
she told me to go away and like..
i dont know la..
i too sad ready la..
hais..
kk
then later waited for the bus 307 with putri nazirah,oneay,naq and her boify..
hehe!
eventually they all got off by the time we reached lot 1 except me and putri nazirah..
so we when home together la..
putri darls is super cute la!
she really makes my day la!
went home then showered..
watched drama..
went to slack...
told GREENIE about my crazy dream about DINESH..
then we went home..
and finally finished reading Bing shu's blog!
and now back to blogging!!!
my comp woke up!!!!!
wheeee!
k..
SIAO!
k la..
late ready got school tmr..
havent study for bio some more..
must chiong tmr morning!!!
jiayou 42!
we will pass together!

My heart stopped..

2009-02-01T11:55:00.002+08:00

hey!
k shall summarise the things that i did the previous week..

monday-tuesday:holiday
was at home as per usual..
rotting..

wednesday
had school..
but no ordinary lessons..
had motivational workshop so no lesson..
we played many games and had lots of fun wit 43..
suoper crappy la!
especially when GQ and Bing shu danced the "tango"!!!
lols!
definitely cannot make it la..
but funny like hell!
then went for recess..
came back played games again and a little theory work..
then went for lunch..
already tired and bored!
went back to class again..
Elgin's games are no longer helping us stay awake..
instead they made us restless and we started making noises!
Elgin got fed up then asked us to leave the class..
so happily left the class la..
went in again 3o mins later..
sian.
decided that i'm not gonna attend the following day..
too tiring and dry la..
in the end it ended at 6 pm!
sian.
went home flat,knock out..
zzzzz..

thursday
was at home till 9am..
went to ploy ..
came home at 11am..
sweeped,mobbed..
then later went to lot 1 with GREENIE!!!
went to look for a dress for 14 feb..
and nope not a date la..
wedding..
lols!
search and search
dont have..
went home and slept..

friday
lessons as per normal..
boring!
lols.
met GREENIE!!
went to causeway this time..
search and search
dont have anything nice!
got la but beyond budget..
on a tight budget la..
got to get prezzie for class on valentines day some more..
hais..
so went to look for heels for sandhiya..
every whr we went also no size..
stress la!
hais..
then headed home la..
wad else?
slept through out the night!
snoring!:D

saturday
which was yesterday..
woke up at 6am wanted to go jog but too tired..
so slept again!
the finally woke up at 10am..
thx to julydia..
she called and asked if i could accompany her to AMK..
just woke up so couldnt tag along..
she was in a rush some more..
mummy was not at home,went to work..
so faster did my hw..
then at about 12 watched tv..
12.30 went to shower..
then mummy came home...
the we all decided to go down for lunch!
so happily walked towards the road between the "field" and market..
ouh shit!
guess wads..
i saw DINESH!!!!
omg!omg!omg!
so cute!
my heart started beating fast..
the best part was when we were about to cross the road then he walking towards the road..
heart started beating even faster!
omg!
had to walk by him..
no choice so i looked towards the left and act blur and forced my legs to move la!
cant help but to smile to myself..
mummy and sandhiya were like.."uu ok anot??"
lols!
couldnt help it la..
everytime i see him all i wanna do is to scream amd laugh!!
wakaka!
insane.
so went to the coffeeshop nearer to the NTUC..
happily ordered bak kut teh..
oh no!
saw DINESH again!
this time he was walking towards the Roti Ben bakery..
wah..
stress le!
everytime i ate a spoonful of rice i cant help but to smile..
lols.
then he walked to the Sweetalk!
and bought strawberry ice blended!!
lols!
wah..
i tell you ah..
he was wearing brown shirt in which his chest muscle was popping out la!
kk..
insane.
then after everything sandhiya,angela and i headed to bpp..
met resh thr..
he working thr...
so pitiful la..
got to clean the floor all..
hais..
poor thing..
then came back at 6pm..
at about 7pm wanted to go jog..
the we got a call from resh saying that he needed to get an injection and that he was afraid..
so we followed him la..
pity him wads..
lols.
in the end the injection wasnt painful at all la..
the funny part was that he could even ask if that was all..
lols!
freako!
then we walked home..
watched indian.
then went to bed.

today
currently doing nth..
waiting for angela to come over to teach me my tamil hw..
compo very tough la..
"topic:somebody who inspired you"
if in eng means can write about DINESH!
but its tamil la...
how to write?
hais..
k ah..
fingers pain ready will update tmr..!

2009-01-23T20:54:00.004+08:00

hey!!
i'm backkkkk!!
wheeeee!!:D
so far sch so fun and cool la!
got all my darlinks by my side again!
thx to sch..
hehe!
i seriously dono whr to start from..
lols!
k ah..
shall start from sch..
lessons all hve been quite cool!!
still can catch up ah..
not tat bad la,although was absent for 1 week plus..
lols!
bad anusha!:)
i seriously miss those days with elfiena,yash and syafiqah..
hope time will heal all misunderstandings..
hais..
especially the respect and love i have for elfiena la..
she is the first fren i eva made in sec sch..
hais..
miss her cuteness and all the craps which we used to talk..
hais..
k ah..
i think i better change the topic now..
before tears roll down..
:(
sad.
kk..
new beginning is here..
time to move on..
currently sitting wit BRAN DON!
hehe..
he very craapy and nonsensical!
so lessons are fun!
behind got GQ somemore..
wad do you expect some more...
CRAP all day la!
:DDDD
now nw moving onto DINESH!!
my super hot crush!
he always nvr fails to make me shiver and smile!
keke..
always keeping a look out for him..
he makes my palms sweat like crazy,always!
hehe:))
saw him today on the way to gym!!
kept torturing angela darls' all the way upon seeing DINESH!!
FD7390K
if only you were someone i knew..
hehe!!
valentines day coming soon..
dono wad to get for the class and my loved ones..
still cracking my head!
hehe!
got alot of upcoming bdaes also..
cant wait!
kk..
my sis wanna use the lappy ready..
gtg..
will update soon..
:)

malaysia!!!

2008-12-23T15:34:00.005+08:00

wakaka!!!
i'm back!!!
comp still spoiled!
hais.
yest when to JB!!
saw many many things!
first time in malaysia!
on the way thr at the checkpoint thr right the cop was HAWT HAWT HAWT!!
in malaysia...
firstly went to my grannny's brother's housie!
saw my little aunt!
she damn fun to be with ah!
super cute cans!
very friendly!
and only 21 ah~
after a chat we ate nasi ayam!
damn delicious ah..
but i swear the drainage thr was damn stinky!
worse than rotten meat ah!
then later went to giant!
shop,shop and shopped till i dropped!
er..more like till my heels hurt!
wakaka!
bought many many foodstuff!
i also bought a pair of purple shoes!
i lovelove it loads!
then later went back to my granny's housie again!
wasted la!
didnt get to see my so called potential hubby!!!
wakaka!
heard from my little aunt that he's only 18 ah..
so wanted to see him ah..
damn wasted!
when he was at home, i wasnt!
when i was at home, he wasnt!
hais!
nvr see him before wads!
wakaka!
then we headed back to sigapore!!
home sweet home!
upon reaching home i realised that i missed 7390 and school like alot la!
cant wait to go back to school...
but i also don wanna go back to school too soon..
hais.
N lvl leh!
eitherway no choice got to go back to school..
looking forward to seeing all my classmates and schoolmates again!!
now at angela's housie using her lappy ah.
nth better to do wads..
everyday also stay at home!
lucky angela not busy!
wakaka!
thx gal!
for making this holiday kinda interesting!
yea!

k ah..
dont wanna drag no more!
aites!
will update soon!
thats if my comp snaps out of coma!
wakaka!

2008-11-14T21:54:00.004+08:00

hey!!hey!!
shahirah darls',i'm sorry...
YEAH!
comp spoil la gal..
siao comp!!
kk ..
alot of things have happened since i last blogged..
of cos i wont state every single one now..
maybe someday soon will update on all those interesting happenings la..
today will concentrate on 7390 la!!
before tat THANKS GREENIE*** FOR UR LAPPY!!!
it's been like dono hw long since i saw fd7390k...
i fcuking miss him la...
hais..
always see him riding off at night...
these few days only managed to catch a glimpse of his sexy back!!
wooohoooo...
ok..
sicko!
yesterday just dreamt of him...
hoping it would come true..
IMPSSIBLE thou..
wakaka..
WILD THOUGHTS!
kk.enough ready..
crap.
although it's not easy finding out more abt him...
it's still keeps my feelings alive..
yeah!
living a block away sure gives me the advantage of spying!!!
wakakaka..
cant help it wads..
too cute to resist!!!
yeah!;)*winks
wondering why everything's GREEN..
take a look at the pics and you'll understand..
yest b4 meeting angela everything we saw invovled the no.7 which represents 7390K!!!!!
sad!
k ah..dont wanna drag no more...
aites'
ltr going for a show..
will update soon...

2008-10-07T13:34:00.004+08:00

hey!hey!
after dono how long now only updating..
wakaka.
today had history..
it was ok la..
only thing got not enough time..
hais.
now at JULYDIA'S place..
wanna print notes la..
not skiving!!
wakaka.

met ANGELA just now,in the morning..
supposed to go school together end up i go myself...
she forgot her wallet then she got no key some more..
then no choice go myself la..
kk.
lets not waste time..
i tell you wad happened the day before yesterday..
i saw 7390 le..
but the position i was in was super embarrassing la!
so paiseh!!

i and ANGELA were busy slacking and chatting..
then happily talking about 7390 then only he come...
DUMB guy.
we were talking about how i will react if 7390 were to come to my house..
then when i was giving a stupid pose only then he walked past..
damn heartbroken la..
these few days my life's filled with GREENERY and 7s..
sad le!!
it's ok barhx..
lets do our part and save the EARTH!:)

my dumb dedication to him:

if only reality was as sweet as dreams.
life would be perfect..
especially wit you in it..
if i were given a chance to choose between living in my reality and dreams..
i would nvr consider living in reality...
you always nvr fail to interfere in my dreams..
be it sweet or sour,smooth or rocky..
with you by my side everything seems as if it was too good to be true..
just with you..
my crush.

2008-09-26T10:43:00.003+08:00

COMPUTER SPOILT.

2008-08-18T21:06:00.006+08:00

yea!!

today was super duper COOL!

thou lessons were still as dry..

however with the help of cheerful GQ,

it was super cool la!

today woke up kinda late la..

woke up at 6.35am..

then chiong to school la..

of cos i made it in time la..

i super duper fast ok..

ok very lame le..

went up to class go put bag then went down for morning assembly..

lame le..

every monday also kena do morning exercise=.=

like small kids lidat..

but hor the clap,clap thingy quite fun la.

lols!!

after the lame assembly went to the field for P.E!!

yea!!i love P.E!

we were taught the game of soft ball!

was cool la!!

some more my partner was super duper hyper la!!

two periods of P.E..

then went back to class for normal lessons la!

SIAN!

wad to do must study hard wads..

CE was ok la..

but hor the Mr.Elfie's method of teaching was super duper cool la!!

can eat in class le!!

plus hor during his period can switch off the lights le!!

super COOL la!

he also can talk cock la!!

and i mean talk cock!!

yea!!

dono wad banana thingy la!!

crap.

after CE was POA!!

of cos to me it was sleeping time...

wakaka!

i sleep until the teacher asked me if i was ok anot..

then i asked him why he asked this question la..

so he went like this,"you everytime also sleep..you sure you ok anot??are you sick??"

i was like WTH=.=

but i have to agree la

i everytime also sleep de.

wakaka!

then after awhile when i sending song that time then he come sit beside me..

and like glare lidat..

quickly hide the phone la..

lols.

then he asked how are we coping with maths so we say la..

we dont understand some things..

then he started asking for the questions we didnt understand and started explaining la!

putri,olivia,firdiana and i were like looking at him and giving that 'i understand' face la..

wakaka!

crap.

then went the recess bell!

faster chiong down..

i ate siew mai today.

after recess was stupid jackson's lesson!

english sucks la!:)

then dono wad happen GQ,azlin,firdiana and i were like crapping..

we did not pay attention la..

wah seh!

today damn unexpected la..

auh..

GQ was like pouring out some of his tales..

so not like him la..

he seriously seemed like a problem-free , happy-go-lucky kid..

but it was soo the opposite la..

after we changed place right,this was the first time i saw the other side of

GQ once again!!!

he really damn cute la..

for a moment i realised that he was a kind-hearted,pure and compassionate person la!:)

i not praising him hor..

he really had those values ok?!

*p.s:GQ if you ever come across this blog..remember,jiayou!:)i support you de!

we were like crapping and hearing GQ's tales for like 3 period ok..

seriously it was worthwhile la..

lols!

thou we did not pay attention!

wakaka.

then after those 3 periods of fun time was tamil la!

wah!!

today hor really the day was like damn wasted!

Ms Mages nvr come!!

wheeeee:)

lols.

actually was heartbroken la..

cos tamil lesson very fun de..

stress-free!

yea!!

but since she nvr come gowri,ritika and i were like crapping our time away la..

main reason was to kill time faster!

yea!

was hearing songs and looking at the violent side of gowri!

lols.

'ding dong! ding dong!'

yay!!end of school la.

cool!

left for home with ritika sending me to the mrt station.

dont play play ah..

i got body guard ok!!:)

*blueks

dont jealous la!

after school meet my scandal la!

she was excited and confused about my dream since yesterday can..

expected la.

she keep making me repeat the dream for like about 3-4 times ok.

until i also very sian le.

lols.

she met me bcos wanted to ask me how did she looked in that outfit!

crappy.

p.s:angela darlinks' you looked super duper cute ok..:))

wah!!i type until my finger very pain le..

k la..

tmr still got school..

shall stop here.

nyts!:p

2008-08-17T22:07:00.008+08:00

today was hell la!!
damn boring!!!
nth to do at all la!!
hais..
was practically lazying arnd!!
yea!!
wake up le then did my my morning chores all..
then ate breakfast..
then later at about 1 plus watch tv until dono wad time la..
then mummy said she wanna go down buy things to make something la..
so i decided to tag along la..
at the same time of cos i dont go down for free de wads..
so altered my jeans la..
yea!!
then come home le..
then i volunteered to cook that dono wad banana thingy la..
mix the banana into paste then add the flour la..
then add sugar...
lastly FRY!!
while frying of cos i got steal some la..
wait!but maybe not some..
but many!
yea!!
so after eat le..
mummy specially fried some for julydia also la..
actually fried for angela also...
but she going out so nvrm la..
i go over to july's house pass her the banana thingy..
then we together go collect my jeans..
yea!!
collect ready...
we walked back la..
on our way back was like telling her about wad sergio said about the chem test la..
she was damn irritated la.
who wouldnt be anyway..
he nvr put in effort to revise ok..
but maybe we also nvr used the right method to teach him la..
so next time must get him more involved!
yea!!
then after that we went home..
watch DHOOL!!
wakaka!!
i really wanted apsara asia to get in la!!
WTH!!
but it's ok la!!
then after DHOOL...
i was practically rotting on the sofa!!
then decided to blog la..
now chatting wit angela also!!
she busy flirting with her crush la!!

top secret conversation:
*green:arfiq
*pink:angela

фФ♠ÅŗFĬQ♠Фф says:
mmm.. depends on how it looks.. i dunno how it looks wad.. but its better to wear a dress.. dinner in simei? haha.. who is tat lucky guy?

I wish to tell you that i have loved you for 5 years. [ i love W25J ] says:
guy ah?

I wish to tell you that i have loved you for 5 years. [ i love W25J ] says:
haha

I wish to tell you that i have loved you for 5 years. [ i love W25J ] says:
i said class la

hфФ♠ÅŗFĬQ♠Фф says:
oh ok... din see properly.. who knows after ur dinner?aha

I wish to tell you that i have loved you for 5 years. [ i love W25J ] says:
yaya...tryin to be smart

I wish to tell you that i have loved you for 5 years. [ i love W25J ] says:
i got no guy

I wish to tell you that i have loved you for 5 years. [ i love W25J ] says:
no date

I wish to tell you that i have loved you for 5 years. [ i love W25J ] says:
no nth

фФ♠ÅŗFĬQ♠Фф says:
haha ok.. go find 1 soon

most prob she gonna call me and torture me later!!
wakaka!!
cant wait to hear more from her la!
although i'm suppose to help promote joshua!!
lols!
it's like i can NEVER la!
i'm on the GREEN SIDE la!!
wad to do!
it's all his doing!!- qouted by angela.
wakaka!!you know wad i mean,girl!
yea!
cant wait for her call la!!
her excitement really excites me la!!
wakaka!!
pity josh la..
but wad to do..
5 years crush le!!
wakaka!!
k la..
i very excited le..
i better stop here la!!
nights ppl!!:)

2008-08-16T21:27:00.008+08:00

wakaka!!
today very sian la!!
was crapping with angela all the way la!!
CRAP!
arfiq,arfiq and more
ARFIQ!!
she forever de la..
wad to do..
her heartbreaker wads!!!
pathetic josh.
angela i didnt meant to tempt you wit my dream,but i swear tat would be my reaction!
YEA!!:)

first we went to Lot 1.
i swear i'm in love with vogue la!!
the clothes there not bad le..
then very sian le..
then we walked home ..
instead we ended up slacking at my favourite ancient treehouse!!!
lols.
damn crappy la..
angela emo..
i sing,sing and crap around la..
wad else you wan me do??
then suddenly heard a bike sound..
*broom broooom...*
OMG!!it was him la!!
WTH!!but dono whr he going to also...
then decided to go market...

actually wanted to buy chocolate...
but when we reach the NTUC le..
i don wan buy le..
so wanted to walk one big round back home la..
suddenly heard a bike sound again!!!
*broom broooom...*
him again!!
this time with a pillion rider..
LOLS!
then angela was like faster look!!
so i look la..
just when i was about to turn and look la..
he also look!!!
WTH!!
damn stress la..
but he damn cute.....
*siao!
then later we go kk go but barley la..
wad else??
wanna see him wads..
he directly infront la...
wah...
lols.
then after looking go back lor

going back time saw lunatic again!
then watch the dono wad show but got kumar..
then watch goal!
then now blogging la..
*yawns*
wah..
so sleepy le..
k la..
tmr most prob gonna play badminton with angela..
so nights ppl!!
sleep tight!:)
lame."

2008-08-15T22:36:00.004+08:00

angela,me and sandhiya

yea!!

today's school was super cool can..

POA lesson was converted into fun time due to the absence of Mdm Asmidah..

fun yet sleepy la..

was sleeping thru out the entire three periods.

Yash keep disturbing me!!

then woke up for recess.

didnt eat was not hungry can..

no appetite at all de la.

SIANS.

history was as usual,FUN!

then came michael jackson!!

the 'SHE' version.

i really dono hw she become tcher de la.

always coming to class SWEATING!

plus cannot even pronounce names properly la..

english tcher somemore!dumb.

as usual la..

bing shu,GQ,yash,olivia,fabian &sean they all keep bullying her la.

until like she wanna give up le la.

wakaka!

serve her right la!

always NAG!

then after school went home la.

as usual met my scandal!!:0

we went to walk walk arnd TW.

then when we going back home at about 8 lidat..

sandhiya called..

"akka,akka!!! the lunatic chasing me...HELP ME!!!"

wakaka!!

angela's immediate reaction..

*pulled my arm,running!*

wakaka!!

our nightmare wads..

then i rmb sandhiya needed our help..

so chiong over to her then see who she talking about la..

wakaka!!

the same LUNATIC!

then we all went home together la..

then after watching drama..

now blogging and chatting on the phone la..

k la..i lazy wanna type le..

nights ppl!:))

many loves♥

2008-08-14T21:06:00.002+08:00

hey!
first time blogging.
dono how to use but tempted to create de..
nvrm de la..
to use but was can always learn!!
wakaka!

frens out thr do link me up:)
--------------------------------------------------------------
k la..i start my story now la.

today was damn BORING la!!
studied so hard yesterday but was sick!
hais.
really damn fed up la!
since nvr go school,i woke up at 8.15am.
then go bathe and get ready go polyclinic la..
whr else can i go??
hais.
spent 3 hours there.
was accompanied by angela darls'
or else means confirm die of boredom la.
then ltr we went to slack la..

slacked at blk 110.
slack untill 2 plus,then angela say she wanna go mac use lappy..
so she went home take the lappy,then go down meet AGAIN.
wakaka!!

walked to mac.
spent abt 2 hours thr la..
then walk back to slack at blk 16 thr.
actually was stalking dono who la.
then eventually when back to where we started in the first place..
blk 110.
slacked until that stupid LUNATIC scared the hell outta me la!!
damn scary la!
he popped his head from behind the wall and laugh at us.

i faster grab her lappy and RUN!!
RUN!
RUN!
&
RUN! until he stopped chasing us la.
angela damn cute la!
reaction all damn RETARD la.

SIAN.
tmr gotta go school again,
got 3 period POA,my favourite.
but cant wait la..

lols.

btw THANK YOU angela!

k la..now so late le.
gtg!
nytes!!
&
dream WILD!:)